I can't help but to love you more and more each day.
Sometimes I do blame myself for loving someone so deep and put myself at risk loving someone so deep.
I always believe that loving someone truthfully, doesn't necessary need a reason.
Loving you wasn't a mistake nor regret.
I am left with no choice but to do this to you.
I had to, I am sorry.
This is probably for the sake of the both of us.
I hope you understand.
My heart shattered when I need to speak it out to you.
I wish I can make things right back to its original track.
But it's not as easy as it seemed.
Sometimes being selfish isn't a good thing or a bad thing.
In a good way that, we get to protect ourselves.
In a bad way that, we don't care about other people's feelings.
Perhaps I wasn't that strong after all.
Perhaps I wasn't that perfect after all.
Sometimes I should stop being so stubborn and start trying to listen to other people's advise.
Sometimes I felt so proud of myself that I have actually made the right decision.
But in the end, I regret.
It's too late.
People always say,
"Don't Cry Over Spilt Milk"
Yes.
Damn true.
I believe the power that these words have.
I am always confused.
Easily confused over small petty matters.
My another weakness.
I wish I could just rest my eyes forever.
Don't have to worry this.
Don't have to worry that.
Life is brief after all.
Like a candle.
When our time's up, it is not up for you to say, "No, I don't wanna GO!"
Appreciate what is right in front of us with our heart.
See things with our heart.
Not with our blinded eyes.
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