Yesterday was the worst day of this week.
Not to mention that I am still sick.
Big arguments, big bombs all over me yesterday.
I was damn pissed yesterday for what that bastard did to me.
I was damn pissed yesterday for what that bastard did to me.
Thank God that Eros was there to cool me down.
If not, I will make sure he gets the worst day of his RETARDED life.
I don't give a fuck about his retarded and idiotic life.
But please don't affect me with your stupid, low-mentality words around me.
C'mon, please live your life with dignity and pride.
Don't try to show off in front of me.
No dignity and pride at all, dude.
No point living your life for others.
Yes I am currently referring to two fucked up bastards who is trying to mess up my life.
You think it's that easy to bring me down?
C'mon, I have gone through so many fucked-up obstacles that nobody will ever gone through.
And as a result, I became stronger and stronger than anyone else.
You wanna show off your new target to me?
Go ahead.
I don't give a damn.
What I know about you is I was so wrong bout you at the first time.
I was blinded by your sweet talks and fucked up attitude which brings you to nowhere except hell.
Then there's this another fucked up bastard who is really a bastard pissed me off with his useless ad no morality actions.
Accept the fact that I am totally over you this time.
You said that I changed.
I changed cuz I see your true colours now as A MAN WITH NO DIGNITY.
I am totally blind and stupid to trust you that you'll take good care of me.
Words after words that you stabbed me.
I will let you rot in hell.
You have no idea what I am capable of dude.
Girls are supposed to innocent and pure?
No!
It's a total bull and cock shit to judge a girl like that.
I proved that I can live without you.
I know some of these bullshit people will have negative thoughts about me being a playgirl, so cheaply acted.
But one thing for sure.
I don't live my life for anyone else.
I live fot my own.
I love my life now.
I will never regret of what I did.
Sometimes regrets must be forgotten in order to help us to move forward.
No looking backwards anymore.
It leads you nowhere.
I am warning you dude.
Don't ever mess with me again.
If not I will make sure that you will never get to see sun rise tomorrow.
Don't force me to do this.
This is surely not my thing.
But you've seriously pissed me to the max.
Well let's take a look on the good side of the day.
Get to spend time with Eros for lunch and dinner as well.
He bought me porridge for lunch cuz I was not able to take those food in the canteen.
It was so sweet of him
Seriously, that's the first time a guy who bought me porridge for lunch.
It was the best porridge that I've ever taken before.
Then for dinner, we went to OldTown Kopitiam.
Well Macroeconomics' quiz was okay.
Managed to answer.
English was quite enjoyable.
Sociology, one word.
SUCK.
It was okay overall until that 2 bastards pissed me off.
Thinking of Eros,
Missed him more and more each and everyday.
I thought of this pic.
I always take this as my medicine to cure my sorethroat.
He always scold me in a cute way
which made me love him more.
Eros, I won't hesitate to say that :
我爱你.
Saya Cinta Awak.
I love you.
愛してる/あいしてる.
사랑해요.
No comments:
Post a Comment