I Wish I Could Have A Thousand Mouth To Say I Love You.

I really don't have any idea WHO AM I, WHY AM I LIKE THIS.

When I truly love someone, somehow I will get stabbed.

When I truly love someone, somehow I will cry.

How I wished all this is just a nightmare.

How many times must I say this : 

"  I don't mind your past, boy!"

"  I don't mind that you could not provide me anything for now!"

"  I don't mind about your bad habits, bad attitudes, bad characters in yourself!"

"  I don't mind about your family background!"

"  I don't mind whether do you own a car or just a bike!"

How am I supposed to prove it to you?

By saying, I LOVE YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE.

When you said this,

"We should not have started this early"

My heart was being stabbed again.

I don't need anything from you.

I just need your love and care.

That moment, I realised that I could not live without you.

The more you stabbed me with this horrible words, 

the deeper I love you.

I was so lonely until I found you.

I could not just leave you alone 

to go through all this miserable shits.

I just COULDN'T!
Cause I fucking love you, 

DO YOU FUCKING GET IT?

When I love someone, 

my biggest weakness is putting all my love in that person.

101%.

I don't ask for any reward or any paybacks.

As I mentioned earlier, I just want your heart.

Is it so hard to ask from you?

I knew you didn't mean to hurt me.

As I stressed to you earlier, I am not that small gas girl, remember?

Eventhough you're no longer with me, 

I still and will always love you.

And one more thing.

My ex is already a past.

You're my present and will be my future.

Don't you dare to think a lot anymore.

I know you'll check out my blog no matter where you are.

So I am warning you for the last time.

A crush is just a CRUSH.

EX IS just gonna be EX!

Don't look backwards.

 Strive forward.

I have already forgotten him.

That's the way it's gonna be.

I am not gonna turn around again and go back to that jerk.

I am just gonna stick to you like ANTS sticking to SUGAR!

I really hope that I made myself clear about this topic.

You wouldn't want me to repeat that again.

Here's a song for you that I sang to you the other day :