We Love Because It's The Only True Adventure.

Sometimes it's true that love is adventure.

Loving someone is like you are 

experiencing an adventurous ride 

towards the whole new world.

Many girls would like to have 

their foots to be swept off by a Prince Charming.

I used to have that mentality 

as well few years back.

But as we grow older, 

the mentality fades and eventually 

you wouldn't expect that much 

from the person you tend to love, 

because someday and somehow you'll 

get your heart broken intentionally 

into uncountable pieces.

Trust me.

Once is enough.

And never ever love someone 

who won't even love you back.

It's not worthy to wait for someone 

for years when you are not the one he's wanting.

It's not worthy to go head over heels 

for someone who isn't worth for your tears, 

just a waste of time and energy.

Stop wasting and start counting your time.

Cause the clock is ticking and it waits for no man.

And if you are really that desperate to love someone, try loving your friends and family. 

Because :

A friend is a TREASURE. 

More precious than GOLD. 

For love shared is PRICELESS. 

And never grows OLD.

 

It's Such an Amazing Feeling.

Have you ever experienced this 

situation which sounds like this : 

"When the world is upside down, 

it's nice to have someone upside down with you".

I find it amazing.

And I am still searching one guy that 

would experience the same thing as me. 

It's not difficult.

It's just that we need to seek harder.

Night peers.

I Love You, But Somehow You Don't.

Isn't it ironic?

Somehow no matter how long or 

how much you love that person, 

they will never love you back and 

somehow you'll have to learn 

to be okay with that.

I had that experienced many times.

But it just seems everlasting for me.

Guess this is my pathetic life.

But don't give up on someone you love although they might not love you back.

One sided love may not be easy as it seems, but it's worth trying.

I love my boy without any expectation from him.

As long as he's happy and healthy, then I am happy for him.

That's happiness.

Seeing your loved one happy makes us happy although you know you are not the one who makes him happy.

Well, it might be difficult for some people, but for me I say you try it.

Cause it can make you feel back your being loved again.

Have faith in yourself.

Believe in that person that you care and love.

And your love towards them will somehow be cherished.

You and me are meant to be together but not now.

Doesn't mean later in life I can't be yours and you can't be mine.

From the bottom of my heart, I know you are perfect for me.

Although you might seem not perfect to anyone else.

It's perfect enough form me.

And don't ever look down yourself.

Always remember, I practise this : 

"  Everyone has their own speciality, that other people won't get to understand".

If your ugly, then you're pretty in your own way that other people won't get it.

If your short, it means that your happy with your own height.

If your stupid, your smart in your own way.

Remember guys, there are no rights and wrongs in this world.

Neither does true love exists.

It's how we make it exist.

No one's life is interesting.

It's how we make it interesting.

I just recalled that I wrote an essay for my Mid-Term Exam recently.

"The most necessary qualities to be success in life".

It was interesting though.

I wrote until I have exceeded the amount of words they suggested.

Shyttt.

Anyways, don't give up guys.

There is always hope.

Although God closes all the doors for us, 

God will always leave a window for us.

If you're reading this, you will know 

how much you meant to me.

"  You and me, fated to be together"

I Am Free!

After all the hard works and efforts, finally our Mid-Term Exam is finished!

Was a hard one though.

First attempt was Macroeconomics.

I could attempt the questions well.

Then Sociology was a tough yet foolish one to even go for exam!

LOL.

Totally ruined it.

Have a day break before English and Computer Application exams.

Went over to Parade again for my shopping spree moment!

Then English was okay overall.

I think my essay exceeded the amount of words given.

It's okay.

I was quite satisfied with my Computer Application exam.

Quite satisfied the whole day though.

Now finally I can rest rest rest and rest!

Gonna spend my time sleeping to the maximum!

Sometimes Heart leads Us to Wrong Places.

"  The tough thing about following your heart is that people forget to mention sometimes the heart takes you to places you shouldn't be. Places that are as scary as they are exciting and as dangerous as they are alluring. Sometime your heart cannot take you to the places that lead to happy ending. That's not even the difficult part, the difficult part is when you follow your heart, you leave normal, you GO INTO THE UNKNOWN AND ONCE YOU DO, YOU CAN NEVER GO BACK".

I am heartbroken. My heart is shattered into pieces.

Heart is selfish and evil somtimes.

It always lead us to wrong places and wrong decisions.

What am I gonna do without you in my life?

Sitting in the room facing the lappy with your pictures, our memories mesmerizing in my mind, the eagerness of waiting and waiting for your texts and calls?

I don't mind doing it for a lifetime.

I don't mind waiting for you forever cause I know somehow, sometime later, you'll come back.

What I have to do to make you love me?

It's hurting me to see you move on like nothing's had happened beofre between us.

It's insulting me to see you post such thing in Facebook.

I somehow mesmerized you in my mind when I am day-dreaming. Cause it's such a wonderful feeling that it brings me.

I hope that kind of feeling will stay with me for the rest of my life, cause I promised you that I'll wait for you forever.

I'll love you forever.

Till the end of the WORLD. 

Exam Season Again.

Today I had Macroeconomics 

exam at 9 in the morning.

I didn't have sufficient 

sleep because of this.

I really hope my effort was worthy.

I took a glance at the paper, 

and I was surprised.

Why???

The questions are exactly the 

same as the one I had revised again 

and again the other night.

I was very happy.

I think I did well, I suppose.

Hope mighty Lord will help me 

through all this bad times.

I love you.

And what might surprises you is 

I finished the paper in one hour 

eventually which was actually a 2 hour paper.

HMMMM.

 

After my exams, I went and bought 

myself hair color to dye my hair.

Bought purple colour.

Feel like wanna try something new and different.

Can't wait to put it on.

Anyways, tomorrow is Sociology exam.

Sucks.

Gotta have my beauty sleep now 

and I shall fight the war at night.

See you guys and I hope you enjoy your day :))

And one more thing, 

I am actually lying on the bed 

with my laptop on my lap blogging.

Hilarious isn't it?

Cheers :)

Sherilyn signing out.

Bye.

I am Just Too Tired of Dramas Around Me.

 "You were my future, and you'll always be. I missed you every day. I checked through your profile every day. I keep looking at my phone every day to see your name appeared in my phone screen. Waiting for you is like waiting for the rain the drought. Breaking my heart might sound funny and easy to you. I do care for you, just so you know. I don't trust in true love till you came into my life and left just like that. Now I know it's all a crap. But I do have to thank you for making me stronger and stronger each and every time. My life were all about you until you left my world. Thanks for the experiences and memories that you have given me. I have already tattooed them in my heart and forever it will stay there. I know this status might not be so special to anyone of you, might not be sound so convincing to you guys, but but it certainly means a lot to me. All I can conclude, LOVE SUCKS. I guess I just need to seek harder next time, but now it's not the right time for RELATION & SHIPS! Study smart and eventually you'll get someone given by GOD who deserves your love. Not every time is our bad and down times. In life there is always ups and downs. Trust and have faith. You'll get someone later. And that person will not let you do those stuff and let you experience the stuff I have stated up there".

"Nothing is permanent. Nothing lasts forever. There is no such thing as TRUE LOVE in this world. It's bullshit. Nothing is true in this century. I give up. Let GOD plan everything what's best for me."

 Wonder why I started off with this two statuses? Cause I am really really tired of dramas already. I am just so sick of them to be frank. Seriously, I wish I had a gun and shoot all the DRAMATIC person in Earth. They can be two-sided people and just behave like that. And the truth is nothing lasts forever. Humans are gonna die. Plants and animals are gonna die. What's left in this world? Love fades. Friendship fades. Betrayal is only gonna last in this world. Friends betray you. Love betrays you. I am sick of this. I am trying my best to build another stronger wall as a shield for my fragile heart. The one I tend to love the most turn out to be the one who hurts me the most. The one that I hurt the most turns to be the one who loves me. What kind of theory is this. It's always happening to me. OHHH WHY! WHY! I seriously love him. From the bottom of my heart, he's really the MR.RIGHT. But he turns out to be the one hurting me the most, breaking my heart again and again, saying spicy and hurtful words, treating me like his (JUST MET) friend. What you expect me to do? Mighty GOD, you created him, you tell me please. When I  move on, he will turn around and find me again. Is this really life? Cause I don't wanna live this type of life. Living with denials and regrets. I am gonna make sure that this will be the very last time a guy treating me like this. He could just forget all the memories that we forged, but too bad I can't. I know it's not the end of the world,but time will heal me. Time, you're my best buddy now. I count on you. Heal me. Now I know how cruel life is. How love treats me is not gonna bring me down. There is where I am going to climb back to the very top! Nothing's gonna bring me down. What brings me down is what improves me. Another lesson learned.

 

Cousin's Blessed Wedding.

19-11-2011.

My beloved cousin brother Sze Chong 

and his wonderful wife, Hui Shen's wedding.

Sorry guys, I love to capture photos 

and love being captured too :)

I just couldn't help it.

Pictures are as follow :