Quotes of The Day.

♥ Distance between 2 hearts is not an obstacle, rather a beautiful reminder of just how strong true love can be ♥

♥ Maybe he's doing the same thing as me, maybe he wants to call me so badly, but just won't happen because I haven't called him, then again maybe I shouldn't fill myself with false hope that he might just be missing me like I am missing like right now, right here ♥

♥ Can miles truly separate you? If you wanna be someone you love, aren't you already there? ♥

 

 

 

A Night to Remember.

Me and Kam Seng went to Rama’s sister’s birthday in Batu Gajah.

The event was supposed to start at 7.30pm

So,  Kam Seng came fetched me at 7pm.

We went Present Point to grab a last-minute present for his sister.

Bought a photo frame.

Without any hesitation, we drove to Batu Gajah.

I know where is Rama’s area but I can’t really recall where is it located.

Kam Seng drove till CHANGKAT.

I remembered Rama told me that his place is after CHANGKAT.

Maybe I was confused.

Nevermind.

Get back to the point here.

We called Rama.

A guy picked up which is so not Rama.

I asked him how to go to Rama’s house.

He asked us to wait for him at KFC Batu Gajah.

We went there and he gave us the direction.

It was 10 minutes drive from the town area to his house.

When we arrived there, we were craving for FOOD.

But unfortunately there was nothing on the table.

I was starving like hell.

We wished his sister and handed over her gift.

We waited and finally a plate of KACANG PUTIH was on the table.

I quickly took a bite.

Starved.

After few minutes, finally the cathering guy arrived.

Few of our University’s friends joined us as well.

We chatted.

Eat, talk and drink.

Then I felt boring there so I decided to leave.

Kam Seng was trying to reverse the car.

He was that smart till he hit the back of a car.

Doomed.

He planned to escape.

Unfortunately, the owner of the car came out.

So we went down and we talked it over.

He apologized and that guy asked him to pay.

C’mon.

It was just a small hit.

RM150?

Better rob a bank!

Kam Seng said he will ONLY pay RM100.

He finally agreed and we quickly leave the place.

It was really horrible.

In the car we both were grumbling bout the accident just now.

He was mumbling that he should have listened to me drive forward and don’t reverse backwards.

He was putting the blame on himself.

I told him bout my terrible accident as well.

I said we shall take this as a painful lesson and be extremely careful next time.

The next part is totally gonna be private and confidential.

But what I can reveal is Kam Seng proposed to Angie which I got to know about it last minute.

Damn him.

LOL.

Angie will consider about it according to Kam Seng.

I hope he will get a quick and good response from her.

My PART, TOTALLY P & C!

Chao for now, TEEHEE :)

The End.

Everything ended.

Ended pretty not well I can say.

I thought I would lose you.

But I am afraid of everything actually.

At home.

Sitting in my dark room.

Shedding tears.

And I am blogging.

I didn't expect it to be this early.

I didn't want it to end this way.

But what choice do I have?

Either letting you go or letting you suffer?

No of course.

No pain no gain.

I shall let go sometimes.

But it's just too hard sometimes letting go something that you should not ever let go.

I don't wanna elaborate any further.

CAUSE LOVE IS PATHETIC.

Nothing But The Best.

My classmates really made my day.

We went Ipoh Parade after our university's function.

And we watched Paranormal Activities 3!

Can you believe it?!

I am actually watching a horror movie in the CINEMA!

I was sitting right next to Nick.

And I nearly got him deaf cause I was screaming like a mad woman beside him.

If it's me, I just couldn't take it someone shouting 

and 

screaming like nobody's business beside me.

But before that, before I forgot something.

I was wearing Jean's heels and it really made my legs go sick.

It was quite a big size.

So after few minutes, I complained to Nick who is to be claimed to be my son.

He wanted to piggy-back me.

I agreed.

He did it.

He managed to pass the finishing line 

which was set by himself.

I think he has to improve on how 

to put me down gently and carefully.

I was falling down, so I dragged him and as a result, the both of us fell down on the floor lying like mad people.

Luckily there were not many people at that time.

If not I would be very very "  FISH".

I laughed my ass off man.

Damn hilarious.

But unfortunately, Jean and Vivian missed it.

Ahhh.

Never mind.

There's always next time.

Oh, yeah.

Back to the movie.

It was funny, scary and somehow I feel there's something wrong with the movie.

I was dozing off in the first hour of the movie.

They kept on repeating the scenes, the places and the whole recordings.

I don't quite get it at first.

But the ending part was great.

Managed to make me frozen for some time.

It was a great day with my lovely classmates.

And to someone special, thanks a lot for the ride.

I enjoyed a lot.

I love the feeling.

I love the breeze that you gave it to me.

I just wished that time could just paused over there.

How I wish.

Tiring day after all, but yet a memorable one.

Gonna get to my bed soon.

EPIC tired and lazy.

Sorry That I Loved You.

I can't help but to love you more and more each day.

Sometimes I do blame myself for loving someone so deep and put myself at risk loving someone so deep.

I always believe that loving someone truthfully, doesn't necessary need a reason.

Loving you wasn't a mistake nor regret.

I am left with no choice but to do this to you.

I had to, I am sorry.

This is probably for the sake of the both of us.

I hope you understand.

My heart shattered when I need to speak it out to you.

I wish I can make things right back to its original track.

But it's not as easy as it seemed.

Sometimes being selfish isn't a good thing or a bad thing.

In a good way that, we get to protect ourselves.

In a bad way that, we don't care about other people's feelings.

Perhaps I wasn't that strong after all.

Perhaps I wasn't that perfect after all.

Sometimes I should stop being so stubborn and start trying to listen to other people's advise.

Sometimes I felt so proud of myself that I have actually made the right decision.

But in the end, I regret.

It's too late.

People always say,

"Don't Cry Over Spilt Milk"

Yes.

Damn true.

I believe the power that these words have.

I am always confused.

Easily confused over small petty matters.

My another weakness.

I wish I could just rest my eyes forever.

Don't have to worry this.

Don't have to worry that.

Life is brief after all.

Like a candle.

When our time's up, it is not up for you to say, "No, I don't wanna GO!"

Appreciate what is right in front of us with our heart.

See things with our heart.

Not with our blinded eyes.

Wonderful Night.

Movie night with my dearest cousin brother, Darren and my younger sister, Evelyn.

REAL STEEL.

Finally, AHHHH GODNESS!

The movie that I've been craving for.

Showing time : 7.15pm

Well then we went for our dinner at Kahve Cafe.

Gosh.

Their food sucks.

Bad quality.

Bad service.

Not to offend anyone here.

But seriously hell I am not going there again.

Then we went McDonald.

Darren bought ice-cream and he tend to bring it into the cinema.

I was doing my shopping on lotions at some stalls opposite McDonald which it turned out to be Watsons.

Bought 2 bottles of body lotions which actually costs me bout RM38.

But I was quite happy bout it.

Then we went to THE REAL Watsons to get my favourite perfume, GATSBY.

Yeah.

Someone is using that brand.

My boyfie.

He got me addicted to the smell of the perfume.

Gatsby Bliss.

Bought 2 bottles of it.

Bought 2 packets of masks.

Bought my foundation powder.

Then movie time.

AWESOME PAWSOME!

MOVIE OF THE YEAR.

ACTOR OF THE YEAR.

I truly enjoyed the movie.

I was eventually impersonate their boxing styles in the cinema.

LOL.

I didn't expect the movie could be so interesting.

I would watch it million times!

Max was really really cute.

Hugh Jackman was really cool.

ATOM WAS SPECTACULAR!

I didn't expect a Robot will be named Atom.

I always believe that :

Everything's possible if you just believe.

Yes, that's damn true.

Doesn't mean you are big or rich, you can make the world go round.

Confidence and having faith in yourself are the most important virtues in life.

That's Atom.

Completely made my day by Real Steel.

We rock throughout the midnight with movies and stories that will make me have goosebumps.

GHOST STORIES.

Enjoyed talking on the phone with my boy anyways.

A good day starts with a good sleep.

Goodnight peeps.

Say You Love Me.

I am not a perfect person.

I am not the perfect girl for you.

I am not the perfect lover for you.

Perhaps we should ......................

Let's forget about it.

I miss you.

Do you even realise about it?

Do you even know it?

I just want to grab you tight and I'll never ever let go anymore.

Not a single second.

That's my promise to you, Eros.

I won't even open my fucked-up mouth to start an arguement with you.

I won't even have that fucked-up JEALOUSY feel in me anymore.

I realised how much I love you.

I realised how much I miss you when you're not around.

I realised how much I get worried about you when you're in trouble.

I just love you.

I am gonna love you with my way.

I am gonna love you with all my heart.

My heart is beating just for you, Eros.

I Wish I Could Have A Thousand Mouth To Say I Love You.

I really don't have any idea WHO AM I, WHY AM I LIKE THIS.

When I truly love someone, somehow I will get stabbed.

When I truly love someone, somehow I will cry.

How I wished all this is just a nightmare.

How many times must I say this : 

"  I don't mind your past, boy!"

"  I don't mind that you could not provide me anything for now!"

"  I don't mind about your bad habits, bad attitudes, bad characters in yourself!"

"  I don't mind about your family background!"

"  I don't mind whether do you own a car or just a bike!"

How am I supposed to prove it to you?

By saying, I LOVE YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE.

When you said this,

"We should not have started this early"

My heart was being stabbed again.

I don't need anything from you.

I just need your love and care.

That moment, I realised that I could not live without you.

The more you stabbed me with this horrible words, 

the deeper I love you.

I was so lonely until I found you.

I could not just leave you alone 

to go through all this miserable shits.

I just COULDN'T!
Cause I fucking love you, 

DO YOU FUCKING GET IT?

When I love someone, 

my biggest weakness is putting all my love in that person.

101%.

I don't ask for any reward or any paybacks.

As I mentioned earlier, I just want your heart.

Is it so hard to ask from you?

I knew you didn't mean to hurt me.

As I stressed to you earlier, I am not that small gas girl, remember?

Eventhough you're no longer with me, 

I still and will always love you.

And one more thing.

My ex is already a past.

You're my present and will be my future.

Don't you dare to think a lot anymore.

I know you'll check out my blog no matter where you are.

So I am warning you for the last time.

A crush is just a CRUSH.

EX IS just gonna be EX!

Don't look backwards.

 Strive forward.

I have already forgotten him.

That's the way it's gonna be.

I am not gonna turn around again and go back to that jerk.

I am just gonna stick to you like ANTS sticking to SUGAR!

I really hope that I made myself clear about this topic.

You wouldn't want me to repeat that again.

Here's a song for you that I sang to you the other day :