A Day Out with Crazy Business Buddies :)

Thursday is the Best!

I get to spend 5 hours with my crazy friends after Macroeconomics since we have 5 damn hours of break.

We went parade to so called release tention.

We were so excited.

We indeed planned a lot of activities to be done on that day.

BOWLING.

SHOPPING

EATING!

Bowling was the best man!

Then they said they are currently fixing the lane, and it was fully booked.

So we waited patiently for our turn.

Each person cost about 5 bucks.

At first we planned to go for 2 lanes.

But unfortunately they said there is only 1 lane available.

So without any hesitation,

we went for it.

We played played and played until to our heart content.

Some shots I've taken :

kam seng :)

siu lun strike :)

su the strong and powerful striker :)

vivian, finger pain girl :)

angie, the soft bowler :)

share drink :)

where is these two beauty from?

gay :)

perfect!

my bestie :)

leng lui's :)

part 2 :)

part 3 :)

whit whit!

siu lun the shy guy :)

part 2

kam seng the perfect bowler :)

cacat :)

 It was a great day until Malaysian Studies. 

SPOILT!

It was the worst class or lecture ever.

First, they combine the science classes and the business classes.

Second, the class was so packed and there is only one air-conditioner available, damn humid.

Third, the lecturer was bull-shitting in front there with his own "HISTORY".

DAMN BAD.

BAD.

BAD.

Dramatic

If I don't mess with you, don't come and simply mess with me. 

I tried my very best to ignore all this bullshits. 

So please don't come and find troubles with me, ANGEL! 

Seriously, don't act like a 3 year old kid. 

You wanna go on this way, go ahead. 

You wanna be cheap, that's your own business. 

If you wanna use your blog to talk bad, or backstab other people, I don't even give a FUCK! 

What I know is I am not as childish as you to play all this stupid retarded game. 

So I just ignore. 

I am blessed that I am born like that. 

And please stop giving names like ANGEL to me. 

If you think you are that free, and don't have any meaningful stuff to do, go for a gym or yoga. 

It will probably help you in your flabby arms, your layered stomach, your highly in cholesterol thigh. It's not that I'm stalking your blog with purpose, just that I felt retarded cause your so called blog seemed to appear in my news feed even though I removed from following you. 

Such a pathetic person. 

And today the GOD wants you to know that you've got no rights to speak about other people since you're not that person. 

Please act like a 18 year old teenage. 

I got so sick and tired talking about you all the time.

I've already forgotten all the bad times and I managed to move on. 

So you please do the same thing.

And even though I do know I eat a lot and having those cholesterol proble, at least I don't talk bad about people. Please do believe in world there's always something called payback time.

It won't necessary pay back on you, maybe your family or friends.

I am not that free for all your dramas like friendsick, lovesick. 

Whatsoever!

I am telling you the very last time.

Don't find troubles with me.

Even if you do so, I don't even give a damn.

You're so cheap.

You're so retarded.

You're so lame.

You're so fucked up.

T.I.R.E.D.

After 3 days of waking up early, 

I feel so restless. 

I can barely open my eyes. 

Yesterday's class started off with Macroeconomics.

I thought Mr.Alex is going to teach us.

But, 

I was wrong.

Miss Winnie is our new lecturer.

I got amazingly surprised when I got into the room and I found a lady was standing in front waiting patiently for us.

It was  actually a great lecture from her.

I find her interesting.

Hmmm.

Then, I felt so extremely sleepy during English class.

WHY?!

WHY?!

 WHY?!

Cause she kept talking about this "research thingy" which I find it super boring. 

My eyes can barely open to see her presentation. 

Seriously, what has it got to do with English Skills? 

I don't understand people now really. 

I am not critising her way of teaching. 

But it's just SLEEPY. 

Then we had computer class. 

It was a fun and I did enjoy the class very much. 

At least it does not require any theory reading or memorizing facts. 

The first assignment he gave us was creating and designing FLYERS. 

I finished it as I got home. 

The Results of My Flyer :)

I went MPH bookstore to search for some reference books. 

At last I bought Computer Applications, Malaysian Studies and Macroeconomics. 

When I got back, I slept like a pig. 

Nearly 8 hours of sleep still is not sufficient for me. 

This morning I was so sleepy and guess what? 

I've got PANDA eyes. 

And my eyes were bulging out like a ghost. 

Scary. 

First class wasn't that bad and boring. 

OhMyFuckingGod. 

English drives me crazy! 

Her lecture was like 2 hours talking about the research thingy again! 

I went puzzled, MUZZLED,GUZZLED. 

I escaped to the washroom and I snap some photos cause I was so BORED already which causes me BOREDOM!

TAKE 1

TAKE 2

TAKE 3, THE BEST :)

Sociology today wasn't that bad after all. 

We get to talk a lot and we also get to voice out our opinions as well as we had some fun during the class. 

No doubt it was the best sociology class since Monday. 

Well I guess that is about all for now. 

Great day starts with a good sleep :)

First Day of The 2nd Semester

Today was normal except that I need to go to my university again. Ahahahah! 
I totally have forgotten about it seriously. 
But inside of me, 
I was kinda excited for the 2nd semester to begin. 

New Semester, 

New Revolution, 

New Mission.

Yeah, it's true. 

Today I didn't know where was my new class. 

Hahaha. 

I was turning one big round on that floor to search for my class, afraid that I am going to be late.  

You know, first impression is always everlasting. 

I don't wanna my lecturer have any bad impression at me for the very first day. 

Today's first lecture was Sociology. 

I found that class was pretty much interesting though the lecturer is quite a boring one. 

But I am seriously looking forward for the following class. 

Or perhaps she made it sound so interesting? 

Then I got so hungry during middle of her class. 

I asked her permission to go the washroom, which she at first doubted me for going to the toilet. 

Hahaha. 

I rushed to Level 1 for my breakfast actually at about 11 something. 

Later will be English class. 

On the way to my class, I bumped in Mr.Suku who was my previous semester English's lecturer. 

I can say that he's the best lecturer to actually lecture English with loads of jokes, lame ones.

Find it funny huh? 

But unfortunately, he's not gonna teach us in this current semester. 

A lady lecturer whose name is Miss Shoba is going to lecture us this time. 

She's overall okay for me now. 

Do I sound like I am sort like doubting her abilities of teaching and guide us correctly? 

Haha of course not at all. 

Everyone's not perfect. 

We can't penalise someone by her or his disabilities. 

Computer Applications is next which I find it's quite interesting. 

Hmmm. 

And Mr.Alvin was indeed a funny and humorous lecturer. 

All well ends well. 

I was quite tiring today, perhaps lack of sleep. 

When I got home, after the basics, I took a nap which lasted about 2 hours approximately. I felt refreshed. 

I can conclude that my mood today was a fantastic one. 

 

And this song was playing around my mind all the day. 

I think my mind somehow wants me to know about something. 

 

What If

What if my life wasn't it's supposed to be?

Listening to "What If" by Jason Derulo isn't a bad thing after all. Although I do find it boring quite some time ago. Suddenly I got inspired by the lyrics. It's true that music inspires our life.

"What if?
What if I'm the one for you?
And you're the one for me?
What if..."

Have you all ever whispered 

"""""  What If"   into your brain before?

I do always.
I've always wondered 

What If my life wasn't 

what it is supposed to be?

What if I am not a girl?

What if I don't have a family?

What if I am born with imperfections?

What if I wasn't a Chinese?

What if I don't study?

What if I am a millionaire's daughter?

What if I am a singer?

What if I have long hair instead of short hair?

What if I am brave enough to speak out?

What if I remain silence?

What if I fight for my rights?

What if I wasn't even born to see this cruel life?

What if I am born with loads of illness?

What if I am not in Malaysia?

What if I don't choose this way?

What if I just be obedient?

What if I am loyal?

What if I cheated in exam?

What if I don't even go to school?

and the list goes on and on  .....

WHAT IF!

WHAT IF!

WHAT IF!

Will my life change 360 degrees?

Will my life be like this?

I have always doubt and complain not much of my life.

Perhaps I'm just too tired and sick of dramas.

How do they even put up with this type of life?

I know I should be grateful and thankful.

But...

what if my life changes?

Will I become a better person?

Will I become even worse than currently?

There's always a QUESTION MARK 

in my brain and heart 

that always question my thoughts and doings.

Songs are like my souls.

I know it's not any 

extraordinary thing to sing 

in the bathroom or anywhere.

To be frank, I can't live without music.

I enjoy music very much to my heart's content.

Whatever song that I've listened, 

I would like to practice them in my life. 

Would it make a huge difference?

Songs are actually very meaningful and it can actually tear a person down. 

Or vice versa.

Or cheer up somebody's mood.

In my case, whenever I'm not happy,

I'll listen to happy songs 

which I don't find it strange as well.

Whenever I'm happy, 

I'll listen to sad songs 

which I find nobody would be like me huh?

Some songs do express my feelings out.

Korean, Japanese, English, 

Malay,Chinese, Indian songs are all the same.

They all bring the same idea 

of spreading their meaningful words to us.

But of course different songs bring different meaning.

During my past time, I will usually write.

Blog.

Phrases that is related and will 

express my feeling or my life.

Although I'm not a music person, 

that would not stop me from 

chasing my dreams of writing lyrics someday.

Although my ambition wasn't to become a musician.

So if one day you saw my name in any records, you tell me whether I've achieved my dreams. 

Love Music.

Phrases from Lyrics that Mean A lot to Me.

Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you go on

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're gone

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

You're here, there's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart

And my heart will go on and on

"  My Heart Will Go On by Celine Dion"

 It's not about the money, money, money

We don't need your money, money, money 

We just wanna make the world dance 

Forget about the price tag.

"Price Tag by Jessie J"

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper

"  Skyscraper by Demi Lovato" 

We are young, we run free
Stay up late, we don’t sleep
Got our friends, got the night
We’ll be alright 

Throw our hands in the air
Pretty girls everywhere
Got our friends, got the night
We’ll be alright 

"  We'll be alright by Travie Mccoy"

What goes around comes back around
What goes around comes back around
I say what goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
What goes around comes back around...
There was a time
I thought, that you did everything right
No lies, no wrong
Boy I, must've been outta my mind
So when I think of the time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I, I saw the real you

I wanted you back
I'm so through with that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'm gon' always be the best thing you never had
Oh I bet it sucks to be you right now
"  Best Thing I Never Had by Beyonce"

When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are.
"  Just The Way You Are by Bruno Mars"


I'm just gonna run right through the rain
I'm just gonna dance right through the pain
I just wanna feel that rhythm, feel that drum
Let my heart beat louder
Let my heart speak louder than my head [head, head, head]
Heart beat louder than my head [head, head, head]
Heart speak louder
Wanna feel that rhythm, feel that drum
Let my heart beat louder
Let my heart speak louder than my head.
"  Louder by Charice" 

Last Friday night
Yeah we danced on tabletops
And we took too many shots
Think we kissed but I forgot
Last Friday night
Yeah we maxed our credit cards
And got kicked out of the bar
So we hit the boulevard

Last Friday night
We went streaking in the park
Skinny dipping in the dark
Then had a menage a trois
Last Friday night
Yeah I think we broke the law
Always say we're gonna stop-op
Whoa-oh-oah
This Friday night
Do it all again
This Friday night
Do it all again 
"  Last Friday Night by Katy Perry" 

I Miss.

High School

•  I miss my high school moments where we can play truant when it was schooling time.

• I miss my high school friends where we get to gossip about EVERYTHING!

• I miss my high school teachers where they will critic our work and make lame jokes around.

University Life

I miss my uni friends badly as much as they miss me. 

I miss the lectures conducted by the simply amazing lecturers.

Vitamin M is Not Everything.

The More You Look Down on The Both Of Us, 

The More I'll Prove It To You that You're So Wrong About It.

I hate people judging me as if like they've lived my life before. 

Yeah I had an argument with someone bout my future. 

Not to mention who cause its P&C. 

She was complaining about my boyfriend's future and mine. This is my life and this is what I wanted. 

So what's the big deal?! 

Afraid that I'll run away from my responsibility as a daughter? 

No, I am not that lame. 

You prefer your SON-IN-LAW to be a LAWYER , an ENGINEER? 

Then I can tell you, "It's a NO WAY!!" I hate fame, money! 

HAAHA. Funny huh? 

Seriously I'm just not into this stuff really. 

So stop forcing me. 

You said that I can't even support my own life? 

Hmmm I've thought of it over and over again and I don't think it sounds a big problem to me? 

I'm able to support myself when I have a stable and normal job. 

For me, living in a simple life would be nice and it's more than enough for me. 

Of cause, I needa get rid of my old habits. 

OLD HABITS DIE HARD. 

Yes, its true. 

My habits of spending lavishly on goods like handbags,unnecessary stuff need to be get rid. 

And not to mention, OVEREAT! 

Now for the time being, Money-SAVING MODE switch ON! 

Then then then then I managed to shut her mouth off. 

A boyfriend with a car is not necessary a good one.

A boyfriend with loads of money is not necessary a good one.

A boyfriend with good education and good family background does not guarantee he'll treat me good.

I can conclude that MONEY is not everything. FAME is not worth dying for.

Stop Complaining, and Start to be Grateful.

We should be grateful for what we have 

and 

stop complaining about the imperfections that you found in them. 

Life is so beautiful and it is endless. 

Why must we complain,complain,and complain?

Just because it does not follow our way?

And btw, complaining kills. 

•  If you're just a taxi, bus, lorry driver, be grateful. Cause you may never know one day people might need your help.

• If you're just a part-time worker in a stall, restaurant or cafe, be grateful. Cause you're special in the sense of nobody can do the things you can do.

• If you just own a normal and cheap phone, or camera, be grateful. Cause you may never know one day you might just use them for a purpose.

• If you just own a Kancil, Proton Saga, be grateful. Cause you may never know that the robbers are aiming at rich people who are using expensive cars.

• If you do not have any iPod, iPhone, iPad, be grateful. Cause you may never know you might misplace them in some places and perhaps you could have used the money to do something meaningful and help those people who are in pain.

• If you just have a single-storey house which is made from wood and zinc, be grateful. Cause you do not know how hot and complicated is a cement house, although sometimes a wooden house has its disadvantages.

• If you just have a dollar in your pocket, be grateful. Cause you may never know that "a dollar" might help you in some ways.

• If you have just one pair of shoes, one t-shirt, one pants,etc, be grateful. Cause fashion fades. Style is what matters most. (got this quote from a friend of mine)

• If you just have a bowl of rice and some little dishes, be grateful. Cause by eating those food,at least you won't die. Not drinking 8 glasses of water is death approaching.

• If you did not eat Mc Donald a day,be grateful. Cause you won't die, but someday you'll die because of cancer and lack of Vitamin M due to you spending lavishly in this high class, unhealthy food every single day.

***So please be thankful of what you are and what you have now. 
You do not have any idea how many people out there are suffering and in pain to gain this little stuff that you own. 
Do not complain over small, petty matters. 
If you don't talk, nobody says you're deaf. 
Appreciate of what you gain, 
cause that's what is your achievement is all about.