I Love You, But Somehow You Don't.

Isn't it ironic?

Somehow no matter how long or 

how much you love that person, 

they will never love you back and 

somehow you'll have to learn 

to be okay with that.

I had that experienced many times.

But it just seems everlasting for me.

Guess this is my pathetic life.

But don't give up on someone you love although they might not love you back.

One sided love may not be easy as it seems, but it's worth trying.

I love my boy without any expectation from him.

As long as he's happy and healthy, then I am happy for him.

That's happiness.

Seeing your loved one happy makes us happy although you know you are not the one who makes him happy.

Well, it might be difficult for some people, but for me I say you try it.

Cause it can make you feel back your being loved again.

Have faith in yourself.

Believe in that person that you care and love.

And your love towards them will somehow be cherished.

You and me are meant to be together but not now.

Doesn't mean later in life I can't be yours and you can't be mine.

From the bottom of my heart, I know you are perfect for me.

Although you might seem not perfect to anyone else.

It's perfect enough form me.

And don't ever look down yourself.

Always remember, I practise this : 

"  Everyone has their own speciality, that other people won't get to understand".

If your ugly, then you're pretty in your own way that other people won't get it.

If your short, it means that your happy with your own height.

If your stupid, your smart in your own way.

Remember guys, there are no rights and wrongs in this world.

Neither does true love exists.

It's how we make it exist.

No one's life is interesting.

It's how we make it interesting.

I just recalled that I wrote an essay for my Mid-Term Exam recently.

"The most necessary qualities to be success in life".

It was interesting though.

I wrote until I have exceeded the amount of words they suggested.

Shyttt.

Anyways, don't give up guys.

There is always hope.

Although God closes all the doors for us, 

God will always leave a window for us.

If you're reading this, you will know 

how much you meant to me.

"  You and me, fated to be together"